Monday, February 8, 2010

All we know is to find faults and complain.
It just gets all of us no-where.

I admit that it’s my bad.
Not taking the initiative to contact, anymore.
Then again, why cant i?
Shouldn’t you be angry at the rest too?
Shouldn’t everyone take turns and step up to be more initiative alrdy?

I know where you are coming from.
I used to feel the same as you do.
Like i said before, it feels weird without meeting the group for a day.
But, that was before. So stop talking about the past.
Look at the current situation.
What happened to everyone?
Where are the girls?
Everyone carry on being so busy with life.

It started off with money.
WORK.
When you are working, you got EVERY excuse not to meet.
But you cant blame those who doesn’t have work to find some other plans, to meet on their own, with their own friends.
While some other plans.
I had my own plans, my freedom to choose who i want to go out with.
So why bother texting the less “close” ones when my closest ones aren’t free to meet?

It came to my realization that when people are busy, they do not have the time to bother about the least or the next important stuff.
Tat’s IF “US” was important.
So who gives a shit about meeting up and who cares if anyone bother about smsing when i got my own stuff to do? If none bothers, den, don’t care too!

That’s the kind of attitude you gave me. So don’t blame me now if i showed the same.
People tend to adapt to things.
Soon, i got used to just leaving everyone alone, with their busy life.

Even if now,
“once in a blue moon” when i was ASKED to text.
The replies i got were disappointing.
Yes, We may go ahead as planned.
We met up.
But all we had was awkward silence.
As much as i tried to make effort striking up a conversation,
When all ur replies was just a “few-words” answer.
The sarcastic statements you made and facial expressions you gave.
If that’s the case, then why?
why bother complaining and being disappointed?
So much for putting effort, really!

I am really sick of hearing. Tired of defending.
Everything.

So, Keep the disappointments and irritations to yourself.


Sometimes i really wonder why cant you be more understanding?

Now that im with him,
Shouldn’t we have the rights to meet and do whatever we want?
He’s definitely my top priority, more than anyone else.

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