Janicelimme

woahh. i havent been blogging for ages.
been really busy with school, work and friends.
*standard*

i totally hate school! i have yet to get myself in tuned with school.
dread going to class. kills me more to do tutorials. :/
am still clueless about every sch assignments.
day dreaming has became my favourite pass-time.
tutorials and projects now piling up like mountains!

being in a class full of brians just make me feel so inferior.
why are they so smart? And, why am i even in ACCOUNTANCY?!
damn! i want to quit school.
sigh.
everyone just want an easy way out.
i am not an exception.

it feels damn shitty when i have to constantly rely on my classmates/clique for help in my schwork.
although i've sensed the distance between me and clique. that i've drifted. when i hardly join in their conversations. i'm hardly seen hanging out with them after school,each day.
but i know deep down, they cares and tries to keep me in the loop.
without clique, i guessed i wouldnt have survive poly this far. they did most of the work.
which makes me feel like a freeloader. And i don wan to be one.
promise i will,and I AM going to participate more and to draw myself back into the clique. LOVES! ((:

Babies have beeen the only group of friends i'm meeting, every single day!
even if we were just meeting to slack. (normally,tat's all we do.) haha :D
babies now became my closest grp of friends.
one day of not meeting up with them feeels weird.

i do miss GFs
we were suppose to meet up every week.
but all of us are so busy with life.
sigh.
my bad. i know i havent been meeting up with you girls.
don be angry pls! will make it up soon! :/

GFs,Babies,Clique. the ones that i cherish most!
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i am being brain washed by many people recently.
or should i say i am enlightened?

things that matters to me before, but not anymore.
some, at least.

say goodbye to my dream of a fairytale love.
no such thing as ever-lasting love? idk.
they say hardly the case you will find someone who would be you first, and your last.
that is why people have so many past relationships. breaking and patching too?
*part of me still choose not to believe its true* sigh.
however, i now no longer anti about relationship and hmmm..
probably i should start dating? ((:

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when is the next holiday?
*holiday faster come.
*holiday faster come.
*holiday faster come.
*holiday faster come.
*holiday faster come.
that would be my prayer (:

many more to update. soon!
btw: its FIRDAY, 13TH! :